juz still can't believe it...


hmm...
masih x caye sume ni bkn mmpi.. huhu...
(ee... kene trime takdir tuhan,!)

ok2.. ptg smalam princess teddy pegi ziarah umah arwah nureen.. (arwah.? ) aduh.. masok2 je umah... princess teddy da bley nmpk mayat yg kaku terbaring.. n mayat 2 ialah kwn princess teddy sendri.. hmm... well,, mase sampai 2,, ramai gak kwn2 yg len da sampai.. ad yg tros dtg pas blek skolah agy.. still pkai bju skolah pown ad.. kwn2 mse skolah rendah j11 dlu pown ad.. sempat la jgk princess teddy slm2 sume.. (eh,, asal mekja jd pendek.? eh,, azwani ke ni.? berisi nye.! dlu slim.! eh,, asal asikin tggi sgt.? eh... ni plak sape.. alamak.. da x cam la... erkk... asy.?? da ta knl.!) hmm... pastu princess teddy pown pegi la dkt arwah.. maw tgk dye 4 the last tyme.. igt nk peluk dye.. nk cium dye.. ermm.. tp x jd la.. huhu.. rase len mcm r plak.. ngee~


ya allah... mase tgk arwah 2... (ni ke kwn sy.?) she is... so different.. muke dye bengkak... mata dye terpejam rapat... kulit dye yg gebu tu... da ad cam bintik2.. x taw la pe dye... tp.. keadaan dye mmg menyedeykan... then,, princess teddy smpat tgk ad klip video.. family member dye ad sempat rakam mlm sebelom dye meninggal.. da video 2,, mke dye cengkung sgt.. da hilang da pipi dye yg chubby 2.. mate dye bulat sgt... mane pegi mate sepet dye.? nape mcm bkn mate dye.. tangan dye... keciknye.! nmpk sgt bdn dye teramat sgt kurus.! 


hmm.. lepas 2.. princess teddy tgk mase owg mandikan jenazah dye.. owg kapankan jenazah nye.. x sangke.. taon lps kt skolah pown ad wat kursus menguruskan jenazah ni.. x sangke plak skunk ni.. kwn princess teddy bkn stakat jd model.. tp mmg akn dikapankn btowl2.! pastu princess teddy tgk jenazah 2 dimasokkn dlm krande.. hish... x bley lupe sume 2... faten zaty nanges.. bedah pown nanges... aini... lg la.. x benty nanges... besfren.. sape x sedey... sy.? princess teddy x nanges.. sedey.. takowt.. tp xtaw nape x ley nk nanges...


hmm... asek teringat muke arwah mase kene kapan.!! waaa.. T_T 


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